Personal+Stories

=﻿= //** __Personal Stories and Experiences__ **// //** Video of recrational use: [] **//


 * __Bad Trip__ **

I first smoked salvia last month at a friends’ house. He’s got his own place so no worries about parents etc, but we were watching those videos on Youtube of people doing salvia, when my friend said "I’ve got some actually", and I was thinking because I’d tried magic mushrooms and done acid etc. thought "Well, I’m not missing out on this". It turns out it was 30x but I didn’t know what that meant. Stupid * mistake there... So I lit the pipe and took 2 hits, breathing it in deeply and holding it for as long as I could. As I was taking the pipe from my lips after the 2nd, everything started changing. I lay back into the sofa, and suddenly everything went insane. I was still in the same room, but it was like it had been overgrown with plant life, like from Jurassic park or something. But everything was all made from bricks that looked like they’d been drawn by a coloring pencil, and I could hear strange noises that sounded like distorted dinosaur calls. Then I got it into my head that I had a mission to do, and the mission was to "get it off me", my friends tell me I was screaming "GET IT OFF ME" and beating and rubbing at my body with my hands the I stood up and started saying "mate this is when does it stop I don’t like this". I started to panic and my stupid friend was slapping at my face, so I push him to the floor and stumbled upstairs with the sounds following me. I got to my friends room which was empty and lay on his bed staring into the corner, which was moving. I started to feel a lot happier, but then the friend who had slapped me walked in, so I told him to off, and after he had I got the most scared I had ever been, like the second you wake up from a nightmare. My heart was racing and I couldn’t move. I was feeling like I was going to die, and kept thinking "what if this never stops?" I started seeing my families’ faces and I was seriously considering throwing myself out of the window to make it stop. Then it started to stop and within about a minute I was feeling calm, a bit like weed or something. I lay there not talking to anyone for another 20 minutes then I was fine. I know I started rambling a bit here, but it’s so hard to explain it. Basically to anyone who is thinking of trying it my advice is don’t, because is not fun. I’m not a spiritual person or anything so I had no reason to **with things I didn’t understand.**

-Written by anonymous

__﻿____Good Trip__

The setting was mid day, summer, relaxing in the pool, sitting on steps. My wife was close by for safety, but that's not always true. I had recently received some 15x and had nothing on my mind so I indulged.
 * Everyday reality has become strange after experiencing salvia delorium. Here's an example based on my third time, about four months ago.

Since I'm on the steps in the pool the gravity is not a factor, which is nice. My eyes are at the perfect level to look out over the lanai surface. Kind of a bugs eye view if you can imagine. I spot a large gecko by the house and as soon as I see him he skitters over to stand directly in front of me. He winks, does a couple of neck stretches and winks again, staring at me. Of course being an idiot, I wink and neck stretch back at him for fun.

Five more geckos come down, two off the screen, some near the door and one behind a bike. There is now a large group of geckos right front and center of my eyes. The main large one still has his attention directly on me and I on him. When this thought hits me from his direction: Where I am and what I am in my life at this moment, is the direct result of everything I have done said and thought for the past 50 yrs. I winked, neck stretched and laughed at how simple this little idea was. The next thought was the kicker though, moving from that into the future, I realized that everything that was to come is a direct result of every movement and thought that I have now.

Still laughing at how absurdly simple things can be profound, I winked and thanked him as they scurried off to hunt bugs. Got out and dried off enough to go to the mail box out front, only to discover my new insurance policy had just arrived, a letter from Geico. What could be stranger than this I ask you. Well?

-Written by anonymous **

__ Panic Driven __**

Salvia was the forever talked about drug of my high school, but something that although it was so readily available I had never managed to get my hands on, or really have a strong enough urge to go out and locate some for myself. It wasn't until one random fall night with a couple of friends in a buddies basement sitting around watching reruns of the Simpson's when a friend of mine pipes up and says "hey guys, I might totally have some left over salvia in my purse. You guys can try it if you'd like!" It sounded like the golden opportunity to give this totally legal ( in Canada) drug a shot, so sure enough we spark up the bong and each give it a couple of hard 'hoots', holding it in for as long as we could. It wasn't until I handed it the girl who had supplied it, and she turns it down, and said something along the lines, of god no, once and only once for me man, I had a really rough trip on that shit, its like 50X extract. Sure enough just hearing her say that as i'm exhaling, I can feel my heart start to race and my breathing change. I slowly slink back to my bean bag chair, and everything starts to go a little hazy and my heart continues to race out of control! I swear to this day that It was like all I could hear was the sound of my own heart pounding in my skull. My body go very heavy, and I couldn't for the life of me pick myself up out of the chair, it was like a giant force was pinning me down in the chair by my chest. I remember getting very hot, and flustered and unable to focus on anything. I was exceedingly aware of my body's reaction to the drug and I lost all control. Heart rate quickening, and i'm now hyperventilating. Feeling unable to control it, and fear of what was happening, I was sent into what felt like a drug induced panic attack. But within a few minutes of attempting to concentrate on my breathing and ignoring my friends thrashing and wigging out as well, I managed to calm down enough for it to subside and slowly wash over me, within a few minutes it was all over and I was back to somewhat myself. For something that only last mere moments, It felt like an eternity. As my friend stated in the beginning, one time and one time only. Its one of those things you've really just gotta try for yourself with an open mind, and learn from the experience. Its been a couple years since the trip, but I have yet to ever smoke Salvia ever again, nor have I even so much as had the urge. -Written by Anonymous.